In my life every time it seemed it was getting right again, it would be shattered, and 98 was a major point in that. I hate that year, when that year started I though everything was finally right, the light seem to be shining again after a dark and fiery decade. However, before the end of the year, that would prove to have been a deliberate illusion that was irrevocably shattered and I was back in the fire that was awaiting me. It culminated the collective past, and started the next cycle, which culminated in events in 08. ... << MORE >>

I have  a musician's channel on YouTube under the name 'dayofgrayy' (Day Of Gray), as of this posting I have five songs up, but I have got many more in the works so that number will grow. Please go check it out.

www.youtube.com/user/dayofgrayy

Rick Obsidious
~Seeing the darkness is not seeing in the dark~ ... << MORE >>

I've been meaning to post this for sometime, I finally remembered after posting the last entry

I have a band page on MySpace and currently have four songs posted there and am working on three more, a link to it can be found here on my musician website; DayOfGray.com

Also I've entered the Toyota Music Rock the Space II contest on Myspace, not that I expect to win, but maybe I'll get some people to listen to my music that would not have otherwise. below is an embedded player for the song I entered. Please listen to it, if you at least do not hate it, then perhaps you could you please give it a vote, thanks. (voting opens some time after 10 days ffrom the date of this blog entry).

Rick Obsidious

        

I recently received a chain email that snidely rants about how the recent volcanic activity in Iceland negates any gains in the reduction of greenhouse gases, here it is:
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Subject: Update on C02 emissions For all of you out there in America and across the globe who have fought so hard to tackle the ...

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My second installment of Mr. Flathead<< MORE >>

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What is existence? Simply put it is a state of being versus not being. If you are reading this then you exist and what you are reading exists, what you are reading it on is exists on and on etcetera.   In regards to this, I will discuses the argument “I could be imaging all this, so nothing is really proven to exist”. The big roadblock for the argument is that it is nothing more than a philosophical angle in the first place, given the fact that we ...

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I don’t understand why now I get so sad, angry and want to cry when I have feelings of adore, can passion be such a cruel thought?

I though I would just recover from the deep fractures left when all these false passion were torn from me over and over again.

I have wanted to cry so many times, but I have sheltered my eyes from that rain and they remain desiccated and parched.

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Lightless burning candle scenes, exposing suicidal dreams
With true denials ever madly, bleeding through ever gladly

In my ear the worthless squawk, putrid air of mindless talk
Forsaken, so called tasteful, the improvidence of the wasteful

Given bitter cancerous caring, as passion is without sharing
Eyes sheltered, waterless, are true when empty and pitiless

In blinding blackness of the sun, see the madness to be spun
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Each moment is the actualization of the destiny of said moment there by proving it out as such. Another way to convey the same idea would be; what is now, is what was to be, what was, is the evidence for such. However, put in the simplest terms “what will be, will be”. I am going to try to give an understanding of what that means and how I came to that conclusion. I personally do not believe in signs from enlighten and/or divine beings, just the signs we sometimes give ourselves, consciously or subconsciously. Nor do I ...<< MORE >>