In my life every time it seemed it was getting right again, it would be shattered, and 98 was a major point in that. I hate that year, when that year started I though everything was finally right, the light seem to be shining again after a dark and fiery decade. However, before the end of the year, that would prove to have been a deliberate illusion that was irrevocably shattered and I was back in the fire that was awaiting me. It culminated the collective past, and started the next cycle, which culminated in events in 08. ... << MORE >>

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I can hear the killer words like a whisper on the wind
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In my youth no love held me strong

That's okay it never stayed for long

 

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Lightless burning candle scenes, exposing suicidal dreams.

With true denials ever madly, ...

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In a forum on a site that I am a member of there was a topic asking if you would kill Hitler, the assumption of course is to go back in time and kill him before he can have any influence on the events he triggered. Below is my response and follow up responses after comments of others, with corrections for typos that are in the original postings.

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Some years ago I had been working on something I called Crimson, when I last worked on it it was somewhere between short story and small novel, I should get back to it one day.

Here is an excerpt:

As he came upon Scouting Road, in Max’s head he heard “Stop the car Max”. It was a voice Max hadn’t heard since he was a young man, it startled him for a brief moment. The last words he’d heard this voice speak were “promise me Max, promise me you’ll never tell anyone, eeever!” it was his brother Johnny’s voice. Johnny’s voice rang in his head again “you’ll be walking the rest of the way from here Max”. Max pulled over at the mouth of the dirt road, the car died as he did. Max hesitated for a moment then got out. As he stepped from the car the first breezes of the building storm hit him. << MORE >>

There are only seven days on which any year can begin, therefor there is seven calendars for standard years, add leap year and you add seven more for a total of fourteen. How can anyone believe one of those only gets used once every 823? Hell this isn't even ... << MORE >>

Knowing and believing are not the same, yet so many people treat them as interchangeable, because they misconstrue what knowing vs believing is. ... ... << MORE >>

The supernatural is how some people explain something they experienced or have heard of that they don't understand or lack the knowledge, skills or proper equipment to interpret such with in the realm of scientific naturalism. I find it perplexing that so many people are willing to fill in ... << MORE >>

There was a time when humanity believed the world was flat, that earth was the center of a universe revolving around it and that gods had dominion over existence. Now humanity knows the earth is round and that it is not the center but an infinitesimal part of a ... << MORE >>